I DON'T NEED YOU BUT I WANT YOU

I don't need you but I want you in my life

I want u but i don't need u.

I think you have recognised that by now. I have never been precise even when I'm supposed to be. I am not shy about the way I feel or the thing I want -I don't like to waste time.

I wanted you, that I implied it, it felt a little more like a want and less like a need . You affected so much of me or n my life. Seeing you was the highlight of my day, sometimes my week. I would always seeing our old conversation and smile remembering your waggish comeback or the way you looked at me and the way you loved me . 

There are days that I want you so much in my life that the thought of going our separate ways me a day of darkness until we can reconnect. There are days I don't want to say goodbye because it's going to be too long before I see you again and my heart loves to torment me while it aches for your touch. There are days I feel like my world would collapse without you by my side,its seems like a vanish.   

I want you in my life, without a doubt. But as much as I might want you,I know I don't need you.

I don't need you to remind me of my worth, because I know that I'm worthy of your love and deserve to have the world. I just want to have you there because I Love You 

If you are part of this life I have now , that's great. I will welcome you with open arms and an excited heart.I wan to believe you'll stay , I want to believe that you won't leave when things get complicated or tough.

I want you to stay but don't need you to stay.

I've finally started to recognize the value of people who stay, and recognize that I deserve more than just a stick in every now and then.

As much as I want you , there will still be doubt in my mind. There will still be a little voice in the back of my head reminding me that tomorrow this could all be over, so I tell myself I don't need you.

I hope you decide to join those people. I hope you look at me and want more than just one night flirty conversation.

               I hope you say you are sticking around

There is no denying that I want you but don't need you and if you leave me then I will manage to be fine without you...